Brink

"I feel like I'm on the verge of suicide"

Danny N: WHAT? YOU WANT A BLOWJOB?

LOL

8:30am

Whilst sitting on the bench, I decided to admit defeat and realized I need a Dnm. But as Collin walked past, something jolted in my head. A reason to stay strong, independent and to get my fucking act together! 

From there, my head went into reboot and it's like I flushed all my worries and started afresh. Much like a DNM.

I just had Chicken. It was delicious.

Anyways, I'm anxious about tomorrow. A part of me still wants to rip Eeh apart merely because I think that HE thinks that some things can just be... ignored by words or lack of control. Then again I'm just jumping into conclusions but a part of me will no, Eeh will have no mercy if shit went down. No mercy at all, but if he did then I've held it in very, very...

Hard...

Furthermore, Maria Hua and Nancy seemed ... convinced that I'm chasing after some girl that has me 'hooked'. HAH! The people I'm hooked to are to oblivious. Simultaneoulsy Donovan was all "Are you still into Dicks?" and "If she turns this guy straight Ima slap you" so it kept throwing them off, and myself because how daphuck am I suppose to reply to that infront of the class and teacher. LOOOL

I'm also becoming somewhat abit more, religious, believeing a higher power guiding us. Well, because Today, I was this close giving in for a DNM and  WOOO gone. Then when I wanted to buy food, moment I arrived they brough out a second batch of Wraps and got shaun, who was in front, to buy me one :D. Also in maths I felt like sitting alone in the corner but since Donovan was away Kenny joined me and I could sleep on his shoulder. I can literrally sleep in school now. On tables or someone's shoulder zzzzzzz, add a pat on my head and I'll collapse into a coma. <3. 

So tired nowadays. Could really use some shoulders for support. and more dubstep/hardstyle :)