Fml

Woke up 6am today.

Arrived at school at 7:50am even though maths tutorials are at 7:40 but I rekon sir wouldn't have mind. I mean it's not like he could deny entry to me. Before I headed there, I decided to order lunch, but that bitch of a canteen lady denied to take it as it was "too soon". Which reminds me I was suppose to see Miss best about that today. I thought we implented that rule already where we were allowed to order before tutorials, but apparently not! ... gonna rip the fly screen off if they reject me again!

Anyways, after being pissed about not getting to order, I head to A6 only to find that nobody was there. So I stood there, giving my brain time to figure out how to react...

Then headed into the library to print my feature article, and Fortunately bumped into Kenny who was in the same boat. Farrrr what is world up to.. Then I bumped into Vi who explained that Perch tried to contact everybody and tell them that tutorials ain't on...and somehow me and Kenny didn't get it.... fuck.my...li-

 I'm running out of patience. Today I found out,  the other drama group also played the idea of being in a 'board game' world. Not only that, I'm afriad that they (and they probably will) do a better job than us. They have a much more centered genre whilst I rekon ours is quite to amateur and childish which stops us from showing what we can really do. Eh. I'll just thrash everyone in Individual project. Aced all Monologues so far.

Also today in the library, moment I put my bags down, Cassandra asked for help. Then as I walk back to my table Danny N asked for help and omg I'm so thrilled to teach, but at the same time very anxious because I don't want to fail them :(. And for a brief moment when Cassandra called "DANNY, I got it wrong" and I looked over, I had this amazing vision. I was like a tutor teacher and these were my students all doing their work and asking me for help. And deep deep down I knew that she got it wrong because of either wrong use of formula or pressing in the calculator wrong, which turned out to be true. And in my heart this felt like the thing for me...Teacher or Dentistry...

ALSO my sanity is depleting. It is not longer confined in my head. So you might see me talking to myself more often. Like eric during roll call. My thoughts tend to speak itself in silent soliloquy, so ignore me if I'm speaking to myself. Also I've become very bland and unfocused with reality. I no longer grasp things fast, so if you're gonna talk to me, expect me to phase in and out. I'm so pre-occupied with my thoughts. Wished I could turn into a raven and fly around like some sort of prophet.

Wilson's fat-ass also broke my $100 chair on Friday. He's suppose to pay me but I hate to remind him.
And my computer is stuffed up. Can only use 'safe mode' which means I can't LoL and spectate Maliney's games and watch her feed and lose.

You suck Maliney. LOL jokes. Hello!