Actually i dont know how to react. Its not so great that it makes me jump up and down and ride roller coasters ... Or other things ... But like ... Am i like suppose to be happy with my education progressing... Will this mean or lead me anywhere?... Do i need to care... Dont i have anything else to care about anymore? Why cant i ... Feel ... The need... The urge ... To be excited for the future? ... Maybe im just anxious because i dont know what to expect... No one likes the unknown ... But cant we make the unknown ... Known? To make it less frightening and dark... ... ... Im probably just hide my dissapointment with whatever emotions i can bury it with... Ok maybe not..But like ... Is this all i got in my life? To just constantly fight for ... Marks? And numbers ? Is there no greater purpose then the financial secuirty that everyone seeks for? Well ... Everyone wanta freedom ... To do the things they love ... But ... Without financial security ... Will we be given the opportunity to enjoy it? Let alone have one?
There must be something better ... Than all of this shit.
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